Monday...Blah...

April 12th...

Well, for one, I went the whole day thinking it was the 13th...not that is really matters, nothing special was going on, it was just one more day down. Now I feel like I have been sucked backwards through time and space and I'm afraid I am going to have to live 'today' all over again tomorrow. I guess that's what life is all about though right? Trying to make tiny changes everyday (or big ones if you're feeling up to it) to keep from living the same day over and over? We went for another walk today, I really didn't want to go. I had one of those headaches that you get when you know you should nap but you don't want to. I thought if I stayed awake during the kids' naptime, I wouldn't feel crappy afterward. I am one of those people who naps during the day and feels like poo because of it, it's like my body punishes me for trying to revert back to kindergarden and have required nap time. Anyway, I made myself stay awake because of that reason alone and watched the Celebrity Apprentice and then some Criminal Minds...but when the kids woke up, I had a whopping headache! I know what you're thinking...not fair! I can't win I guess. I really just wanted to get "buried" into Criminal Minds and have the kids play quietly and then poof! it would be bedtime. But I had already promised my friend I would go to the Greenway again, so we packed up, bathed in sunblock and out the door we went. After all is said and done, I am so glad I got myself out of the house. I need to remember when I feel like crap and don't want to do anything...those are the times I NEED to do something, or else I am just going to go crazy!

I also braved the grocery store...we have been milk-less for 5 stinkin days! All because I am afraid usually to go out into public with my potential monster! I went today though on our way home and he was a little angel. That's more than I can say for the grouchy cashier...but whatever, I pick my battles.

Anyway, to recap, today is finally over, I lost a day somehow and will probably have de ja vu' tomorrow, I didn't nap and still felt gross, went for a walk, and now we have milk. My day in a nutshell.