June 7th...
My crazy daughter insists on sleeping in the weirdest positions. She almost always has at least one foot up on the railing of her crib, sometimes they are both up there and crossed at the ankles. I love going in and peeking at her after she falls asleep just to see how she is laying. I don't know what it is about watching babies sleep...it's just the most adorable/hilarious thing in the world. I can hardly remember a night when Derrick and I didn't go in and check on Cael after bedtime and have to put our hands over our mouths to quiet our laughter. I miss him so much and it is breaking my heart to have to giggle at our sleeping kids all by myself. I feel more guilty than anything. I am in the Army too, why does he have to miss out on Averi's first year and not me? Why doesn't he get to be here to see Cael learn to talk and grow into a big boy? Because he is a bigger and better person than me probably, he is amazing and he can do that job over there better than anyone I know. I guess that's why!
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